Rose

I try to communicate in the best, nicest way, and it would just get shut down or ignored or...

invalidated or what about that he would be like well what about my feelings and i'm like sure well can we get to yours after we discuss mine like that kind of situation so now that i have like i don't know a nice guy i don't know for some reason i'm like a little more scared to open up i guess i'm like scared of that happening again okay well try it out i don't know why well i mean well you know why because it hasn't you know because you have a history of it being disappointed when you try to express your feelings

Yeah.

Hopefully this time's different.

We'll see.

How do you know when you're healed?

I feel like that's like, I never really understood that part.

Yeah.

I don't really reach out to friends anymore about like my past breakup.

It's like I do kind of just process it and move on because the disappointment was already building in the relationship.

It's not something that just kind of happened out of nowhere.

So I guess I started processing it during.

Yeah.

It's a mess.

Yeah.

I just don't have a lot of friends that went through this.

Like all my friends kind of found their person really early on.

And I feel like I'm like,

the train wreck of relationships.

Yeah.