Rose

I had only been on like three dates with him.

Mr. Best friend was already flying in to see me.

That trip was already scheduled.

So I was like, you know what?

I have to give it a shot with this guy.

And in person, like it was wonderful.

We had like a really nice like

couple days together but that like spark that i felt with the person i ended up dating after wasn't there um i was like always attracted to like both people but the person that i ended up dating was in my state and it kind of ended amicably with mr best friend because he was like in another state and he didn't figure out his next move yet he didn't know what he was doing he was switching jobs so we just kind of like paused that okay all together anything else

Um, the sex was kind of awkward a little bit.

Like, I don't know, like we- With Mr. Best Friend?

Like some flirty, yeah.

Okay, so you did like- We had some flirty banter.

Yeah, we spent like four full days together, or like five.

No, not not bad.

But like, you know, when you kiss someone for the first time and it's like that, like, oh, wow, like you're like butterflies.

Yeah.

Situation like that wasn't there.

But also, I feel like I always have been drawn to like toxic relationships where there's always that like really like.

passionate like start and then it just like completely fails like he is just he's like the quintessential nice guy like my best friend he's such a sweet like good man but like i don't know if that's like enough i don't know if i should like give it a shot or i should wait i don't know what to do i'm like young but yeah um well i think that's important to remember that you're you know kind of still figuring things out

So I have always just kind of been like a relationship girl.