Rose

I didn't know how to tell you.

I'm so sorry.

I won't do it again.

Like accountability, very mature.

So I was like, Hmm, that's new.

That's different.

I'm usually used to people not taking accountability.

Because I feel like he's, like, the only good, like, genuinely good person.

Like, if I had to pick, like, the best person I know, it would be him.

And I'm, like, so scared that if I start this with him, it's gonna, like, it's either gonna end or it's gonna go great.

And if it ends, like, I feel like, I don't know if I can take any more of, like, disappointment.

Like, and I'm, I know I'm only 24, but I feel like I've been disappointed so much.

Like, I'm about to be, like, a bitter cat lady at the age of 25.

I've also talked about this with my therapist and she kind of said that I get bored.

Like he's like, he's too nice that like, he just kind of gives me whatever I want.

And I'm really used to that like toxicity, you know, and he's just like, just a sweetheart.

Like there's not, it's not too difficult with him.

It's too easy.

And that like, I guess I crave that like fire.

I don't know that like passion, that push and pull.