Rose

And how do I prepare to see my sisters in person after this came to light?

Yeah, so it's been...

like two and a half weeks since he told me.

And I have known that he has struggled with porn prior to us meeting and a few times during our marriage.

But he's been great the last couple months.

So everything that he's told me in the last couple weeks has happened prior to us having our baby.

And I saw a shift in him after that, just in leading our home and

Spiritual leading as well.

But I just, I told him like two and a half weeks ago, we were going to buy a new car.

And I was like, you don't seem to be walking a life of contentment.

And there feels like there's distance and you're always seeking more.

And I was like, I can tell that there's something.

And I felt it for a while and my body knows that there's something.

So I just need you to tell me.

Thank you.

It's been a lot of counseling and a lot of healing over the years.

And so I just, I knew.

And so he was at first, he was like,

Yeah, I struggled with porn.

And he had told me back in December that he had been struggling.