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So I didn't have time to process it.

And then they like, okay.

And then they just gave me like a rough hug and then the door closes.

And I remember, so they were all looking at me and then I rushed to the corner.

So the door is at the corner.

So the, the door closes and then I put my nose right,

I think just honestly understanding the culture and then realizing hierarchy and having to put yourself somewhere amongst all these people when I don't have any social skills yet.

I think that's quite scary.

I guess I had to do that quite early on.

to start navigating, okay, who are the people here that are gonna protect me?

And are they gonna protect me?

Or is that just gonna be me?

And I think that's just a question that obviously

potentially doesn't naturally come to a 15 year old.

And just the contrast of having like full family growing up to like none in a day.

I think like I had trust for like everyone growing up because I mean I grew up in Australia and like everyone's just, you have your parents as well and you're just in like school and it's protected environments and parents would take me to church and again protected environments and my parents know everyone that's going to take care of me whenever they drop you off anywhere.

But I think slowly realized with that when you're taken away from your parents, I think as a child,

you just instantly realize that, oh, I can't trust anyone until you grow up as an adult yourself and then you know how to protect yourself.

That's when you can start choosing who you can trust.

But I think at that time, I feel like I probably realized like,