Ruby Hall

combined to make me who I am.

And also just, you know, you've got a big family.

You kind of feel like you're performing all the time anyway.

You do actually.

Yes.

When I got into comedy, it was definitely so nerve wracking.

I guess I had the, like, I had the, like, a little bit of confidence knowing that I had written jokes that had had some success before in the sense that, like, what if I just got on stage and, like, said things that I'd posted that people liked?

It's a little more complicated than that when you're performing.

Like, it's not, you can't just really get up there and just, like, say something that

that you made popular online.

It just doesn't translate.

But it was at least like a confidence booster, maybe, knowing that I sort of knew a little bit of what to do.

Yeah.

But I was so sick with nerves.

Yeah.

I don't think I've ever really had the urge to like intentionally be an edgy comedian, I guess.

I've always wanted like people to come to my shows.

I guess I have ADHD, so I've got an intense rejection sensitivity.

So I'm like scared of like anyone not liking me.

And so I veer away and it's not, I don't even think it's necessarily because I'm afraid of like saying something wrong.