Ruby Hall

So it was, like, really properly, like, unwell.

And there was, like, the doctor just couldn't work out what was wrong.

And I think they just, like, they took all the wrong sort of steps.

And when he got better, it was, like, this, like – that's when I think we realized how important the relationship was was because, like, it was, like, when he got better, I was, like, so, like, so, so relieved.

I was, like, so scared that, like, this relationship might not work out for all of these, like, things that are out of both of our control is that, like –

You're just fearful that you're not going to be able to create a life with this person because they can't remember anything.

And it's just so scary.

So getting through that, I think, was like getting through that, getting through lockdowns.

It was like we have got through so many big things together that we know that there's not really anything I think that could shake us because it's just, you know, we get through it all.

I don't think that's true.

No.

And it also makes you feel like you should be punished for being sad.

Yeah.

Like, I don't know.

Like, I was sad when we met.

Yeah.

I think that's okay.

I think that's okay.

And it's okay.

It's just more about whether you have the capacity to deal with your feelings maybe.