Ruby Hall

And I think they just, like, they took all the wrong sort of steps.

And when he got better, it was, like, this, like – that's when I think we realized how important the relationship was was because, like, it was, like, when he got better, I was, like, so, like, so, so relieved.

I was, like, so scared that, like, this relationship might not work out for all of these, like, things that are out of both of our control is that, like –

You're just fearful that you're not going to be able to create a life with this person because they can't remember anything.

And it's just so scary.

So getting through that, I think, was like getting through that, getting through lockdowns.

It was like we have got through so many big things together that we know that there's not really anything I think that could shake us because it's just, you know, we get through it all.

I don't think that's true.

No.

And it also makes you feel like you should be punished for being sad.

Yeah.

Like, I don't know.

Like, I was sad when we met.

Yeah.

I think that's okay.

I think that's okay.

And it's okay.

It's just more about whether you have the capacity to deal with your feelings maybe.

Is that if you're the kind of person who when they're sad, they will lash out and hurt people, then maybe you shouldn't be dating because you might hurt that person.

But if you're the sort of person who's like just feels sad because you're lonely –