Sadia Khan

He just liked the man he was.

So he liked the decisions he makes.

He likes everything.

And if you're nice to him, amazing.

If you're not nice to him, he can't accept that.

And because I was still very insecure and like all of these types of things in the beginning, I would fight and all this stuff.

It was not like this, oh, please be with me no matter what.

It was like, well, if you're not going to be nice to me, this is not going to work.

And when I realized that people who like themselves make you a better person because they make you behave better in order to be in their life, I thought in his influence, I'm always going to stay a nicer, better person.

And unfortunately, because he's not on social media, I think if he was on social media a bit more, he probably could have balanced me out a bit more because I'm

still quite reactive and I still can get annoyed and I can do all of these things.

Whereas if I kind of followed his lead more, he just doesn't react to anything.

And that would have helped me a bit.

If I wasn't so reactive and I wasn't like so ballsy and I was a little bit more play the game, maybe I wouldn't attract so much negativity.

So I have to take accountability for it.

Yeah, I know.

I think even when this person was attacking me, I was like cussing him back.

I was like, what are you talking about?

Like, who are you talking?

Oh, you're fighting back.