Saint Jhn

She has to be humble and bold. And I'm in love with a hustler. I'm in love with somebody who knows how to go and get it. Figure it out. I like a brilliant... Dot, dot, dot, dot, dot. All I ever wanted was a brilliant dot, dot, dot, dot, dot. I'm a big fan of a triple melanin girl. Of a super chocolate woman.

She has to be humble and bold. And I'm in love with a hustler. I'm in love with somebody who knows how to go and get it. Figure it out. I like a brilliant... Dot, dot, dot, dot, dot. All I ever wanted was a brilliant dot, dot, dot, dot, dot. I'm a big fan of a triple melanin girl. Of a super chocolate woman.

Yeah, of a brown-skinned queen.

Yeah, of a brown-skinned queen.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah, yeah. I love it.

Yeah, yeah. I love it.

Wow, what a big question. Mm-hmm. I'm pausing because there's so much that goes with that. It's not a simple thing. It's not like, yo, I just want children. If you want children, you're gonna have to figure out how to feed them, how to love them, how to guard them, how to provide for them mentally, how to safeguard their future, how to craft a plan for them.

Wow, what a big question. Mm-hmm. I'm pausing because there's so much that goes with that. It's not a simple thing. It's not like, yo, I just want children. If you want children, you're gonna have to figure out how to feed them, how to love them, how to guard them, how to provide for them mentally, how to safeguard their future, how to craft a plan for them.

Despite the plan you have for yourself, you're gonna have to figure out how two parallel lines work together even when they separate sometimes. So yeah, I'd love to have children But I need to be able to give them all the things that I know that are important because now I'm wiser than I've ever been. When my mom had me, she ain't no, no better. My mom comes from 10 and she created four.

Despite the plan you have for yourself, you're gonna have to figure out how two parallel lines work together even when they separate sometimes. So yeah, I'd love to have children But I need to be able to give them all the things that I know that are important because now I'm wiser than I've ever been. When my mom had me, she ain't no, no better. My mom comes from 10 and she created four.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And all of my brothers and sisters have kids. And I'm thinking to myself, I held out the longest. Me too. I kept a good fight going. Me too. I did as much as I possibly could. And I want to be, it'd be a tragedy for me to leave this planet and not let someone inherit all the things that I learned intuitively, like stand as close to me as possible and say, yo, look, I got it for you.

And all of my brothers and sisters have kids. And I'm thinking to myself, I held out the longest. Me too. I kept a good fight going. Me too. I did as much as I possibly could. And I want to be, it'd be a tragedy for me to leave this planet and not let someone inherit all the things that I learned intuitively, like stand as close to me as possible and say, yo, look, I got it for you.

I know how we're going to do this. I'm going to make this better for you. I got all this love for you. All of these failures that I failed, I can teach you. Yes. But I need to be able to do it. honestly and earnestly and with full energy and attention. And I can't take a break from the things that I love outside of my familial life. So I have to figure out that juggle, so I'd love to.

I know how we're going to do this. I'm going to make this better for you. I got all this love for you. All of these failures that I failed, I can teach you. Yes. But I need to be able to do it. honestly and earnestly and with full energy and attention. And I can't take a break from the things that I love outside of my familial life. So I have to figure out that juggle, so I'd love to.

I'd love to be in a place where there's a little one I walk in here and you're like, oh, you see him in the corner? You reading that book I gave him? That'd be cool. But I got to do it the right way. It has to be done the right way or I'm going to produce something that was as messed up as I was. And I have to figure out how to heal myself. And still I am. I'm still figuring that out.

I'd love to be in a place where there's a little one I walk in here and you're like, oh, you see him in the corner? You reading that book I gave him? That'd be cool. But I got to do it the right way. It has to be done the right way or I'm going to produce something that was as messed up as I was. And I have to figure out how to heal myself. And still I am. I'm still figuring that out.