Sarah Kanowski

And in hindsight, I look back and go, you weren't really interested.

You were sitting there not in the least interested in anything I had to say.

How soon after the two of you met did you decide to go away for a weekend together?

We'd had four dates.

And then he said, I'd very much like you to come away for a weekend with me.

And I mean, this is what we're built for, isn't it?

Love.

And I got rather, I was pretty keyed up about that.

You use a Norwegian word.

It was a Norwegian word I found in a sort of a modern urban dictionary, I think, called forelskett.

And I'm sure Norwegians will tell me I'm not pronouncing it correctly.

But it means it describes those incredibly heady, intense, wildly irrational early days of a relationship where you've lost your brain, really.

And you're just madly crushing on someone.

Madly, madly crushing.

And that was where I was at that stage.

And then also anxiety.

I suffer anxiety, not to a panic attack.

I don't ever want to overstate because I know a lot of people suffer much more severely than I do.

and I've suffered anxiety in certain relationships in the past, and around about then the anxiety started to kick in as well.

Yes, exactly.