Sarah Ruth Thomas

I mean, I know I'm important, but I'm not globally important.

That line of humility and self-deprecation is surprisingly narrow.

But what I'm saying is, I let a spooky online show get me in my own head, and yeah, maybe I should just take a break from it.

Took me long enough to even realize it was some sort of thriller to begin with.

It did its job well, and it scared the hell out of me.

Marcy recommended I look into getting 5-HTP and ashwagandha as mood levelers.

But I guess 5-HTP can make you a bit drowsy, though, and I definitely don't need anything else to make me sleep.

I didn't tell her about all the weird spooky shit, but she's worried I may be in a lower mental state than even I realize due to Valerie's absence.

She's probably right.

She usually is.

I mean, I definitely miss her.

Maybe I want to talk to Valerie again soon.

If I can step out of this funk, then perhaps our conversations will contain a bit more substance.

I might live a boring life, but that doesn't mean I have to be a boring person.

I'll figure it out.

Told you there'd be positivity, journal.

Only way to go from here is up.

122-2021

Just got done speaking with Officer Burdette.

Said he and the other two officers didn't find anything.