Sarah Schauer

Yeah. My parents are also super Christian. So it's just like I I didn't I didn't want to do anything or learn. I just kind of wanted to survive. And then I was drinking heavily from college until like two years ago. So I was just like numb and then numb. So I was like, I don't want to escape anymore. What have I been missing? I'd like to read about the world and know what's going on. Wow.

What made you want to get sober? I was just sick of it. I was like, this is not fun. You know, like you start drinking and you're like, this is like the first drink is always the funnest.

What made you want to get sober? I was just sick of it. I was like, this is not fun. You know, like you start drinking and you're like, this is like the first drink is always the funnest.

What made you want to get sober? I was just sick of it. I was like, this is not fun. You know, like you start drinking and you're like, this is like the first drink is always the funnest.

Yeah. And then I would like have like a handle like a day. Yeah.

Yeah. And then I would like have like a handle like a day. Yeah.

Yeah. And then I would like have like a handle like a day. Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

yeah and you were just like functioning yeah and then I was like I this is all just too much and my I was getting older and I was like I can't do the stuff I want to and so I was like just I'm gonna try getting sober I'm gonna do dry January and then you know when you start something and you're like oh I'm gonna just see if I can keep it going also I'm scared that the bottom of my socks are dirty and like the camera's just like zooming in on yes that's all people are gonna look at don't look at the socks

yeah and you were just like functioning yeah and then I was like I this is all just too much and my I was getting older and I was like I can't do the stuff I want to and so I was like just I'm gonna try getting sober I'm gonna do dry January and then you know when you start something and you're like oh I'm gonna just see if I can keep it going also I'm scared that the bottom of my socks are dirty and like the camera's just like zooming in on yes that's all people are gonna look at don't look at the socks

yeah and you were just like functioning yeah and then I was like I this is all just too much and my I was getting older and I was like I can't do the stuff I want to and so I was like just I'm gonna try getting sober I'm gonna do dry January and then you know when you start something and you're like oh I'm gonna just see if I can keep it going also I'm scared that the bottom of my socks are dirty and like the camera's just like zooming in on yes that's all people are gonna look at don't look at the socks

Also, I can like steam clean this chair when we're done. I send you a bill. But I would pay it. Oh my God, no. But yeah, so I was just like, this is not doing anything for me anymore. And so then I tried getting sober and then it just stuck. Wow.

Also, I can like steam clean this chair when we're done. I send you a bill. But I would pay it. Oh my God, no. But yeah, so I was just like, this is not doing anything for me anymore. And so then I tried getting sober and then it just stuck. Wow.

Also, I can like steam clean this chair when we're done. I send you a bill. But I would pay it. Oh my God, no. But yeah, so I was just like, this is not doing anything for me anymore. And so then I tried getting sober and then it just stuck. Wow.

Yeah, I've been to I know it's supposed to be anonymous, but I've been to AA meetings and I have like all the chips whenever I talk.

Yeah, I've been to I know it's supposed to be anonymous, but I've been to AA meetings and I have like all the chips whenever I talk.

Yeah, I've been to I know it's supposed to be anonymous, but I've been to AA meetings and I have like all the chips whenever I talk.

I had I actually got to apologize to someone the other day. Oh, wow. So you're still... Yeah, well, because you don't see them as much. But there was this girl I had ghosted twice over like nine months apart. Like started talking to her and then I ghosted her to talk to someone else. And then I met her again. Criminal. Yes. And so then last week I was out at a bar like this, like lesbian event.