Sarah

I don't know.

I really don't.

It's just always kind of been that way.

I don't know how to put myself first, I guess.

Yeah, it had happened one time before we got married or engaged, yeah.

Yes, true.

Very true.

Yeah.

Possibly that could be.

And I, you know, since it happened the first time, I'm definitely on high alert for it.

So I, I go looking for it more, which probably isn't healthy either.

Um, but I mean, the thing is, and this is going to sound so contradictory, but he is a really great guy and all the aspects that,

Yeah.

I think it was more being left out of their world.

So trying to stay in it.

My mom had me when she was really young and my dad, I don't know my biological dad, but my dad, my stepdad that stepped in, he was also young and they did the best they could, but it was really rocky for a really long time.

And so now that I feel like I have a good relationship built with them, I'm really scared to lose it.

Right.

Yeah.

And that's something else I was wondering, like, do I even need to tell them?