Seamus

It was pretty awesome.

what's the has there been any small moments that have hit you the hardest no I think just that I think just that I think that I think just fuck you'll know this like it's just when you're looking at them

And there's like a little, I don't know, I don't even know what I'm trying to say.

It is those quiet moments where you're just holding him and you're looking down and I'm literally shaking my head going, how has this happened?

How have we got ourselves to this position?

But yeah, those small quiet moments are really, really nice.

Really nice.

Or just watching him feed.

Like all those little bits are crazy.

I'm kind of rambling.

I definitely, I mean, as soon as he came out and as soon as he was taken away to be cleaned up and Doc was, you know, Doc was being put back together and I was holding him.

I was like, yeah, just talking about like, you know, you'll always protect them.

You always keep them safe.

You'll always look after them.

I slipped into like mum's language.

I was speaking Roviana to him for some reason.

It felt like the right moment to do it.

So I was, yeah, just saying all those sort of things and

Yeah, it was – no, nothing yet.

I mean, I've tried.