Sean Hayes

Sorry, that question was for Amanda.

And then we create, and then that, create that narrative, and those sort of neural pathways get deeper and deeper and deeper, those grooves, and if you're, the danger is that if you don't do that, I'm not advocating either way or whatever, I don't have really a position, but that if you, that those things get so deep that that becomes your story entrenched in your mind about who you are, I am this, this is the way, and you can, that can often lead to, I think, as you get older...

You know, I know I speak for myself.

The story that I've been telling myself about who I am for the longest time has become this thing that I'm like now at this age, almost 56, and going like, wait, I got to look at that.

Because I've had this narrative, and I'm not a reliable narrator on this.

Truly.

Yeah, I think so.

I just think that we all have, first of all, everybody has their own sort of chemical makeup.

And so you can have two people, like you were saying, you and your sister, you can have two people who grew up in the same environment with the same parents with the same thing.

And they're completely different.

We see it in our own kids.

I certainly see it in mine.

And they react differently to stuff.

And then...

And it's true in my experience that I've grown up and I do things differently.

And I'm only now at this age started to go like, wait a second, all the stuff that I thought, like I didn't do that early on.

I didn't go to psychoanalysis when I was young.

Thank God.

Well, maybe, but also now I got to sort of retroactively, like I'm much more actively really searching to try to unlock a lot of the stuff that...

made me who I am today, good and bad, in trying to understand it a little bit and go like, why do I do that?