Seth Gehle

I, you know, the floors are damaged and you might be wondering why I look up and in the corner of my bedroom, there's a fucking hole that's like three feet by four feet in the corner of my ceiling in my bedroom. Like everything's missing. You can see straight into the attic above. No insulation, like nothing, right? I mean, it's like I'm looking up, I'm like, and it's fucking freezing, obviously.

I, you know, the floors are damaged and you might be wondering why I look up and in the corner of my bedroom, there's a fucking hole that's like three feet by four feet in the corner of my ceiling in my bedroom. Like everything's missing. You can see straight into the attic above. No insulation, like nothing, right? I mean, it's like I'm looking up, I'm like, and it's fucking freezing, obviously.

The solution was to staple up some plastic and to stop the wind. So the elements were quite literally blowing into my room. Rain, snow, all of those things. It pulled up, you know, eventually there was like this big puddle in there. And, you know, unfortunately it actually ended up busting one night while I was sleeping and soaked my whole room. But I...

The solution was to staple up some plastic and to stop the wind. So the elements were quite literally blowing into my room. Rain, snow, all of those things. It pulled up, you know, eventually there was like this big puddle in there. And, you know, unfortunately it actually ended up busting one night while I was sleeping and soaked my whole room. But I...

The solution was to staple up some plastic and to stop the wind. So the elements were quite literally blowing into my room. Rain, snow, all of those things. It pulled up, you know, eventually there was like this big puddle in there. And, you know, unfortunately it actually ended up busting one night while I was sleeping and soaked my whole room. But I...

Moving to that room, I'm sleeping on like a four inch mattress. I have a thin little blanket. I'm pissing the bed every night, which is common with just trauma in general. Any kind of child who's stressed out, they usually wet the bed for a long time. And I was 10 years old and I was pissing the bed every night. So I'd wake up freezing cold in my own piss, get ready for school, and go to school.

Moving to that room, I'm sleeping on like a four inch mattress. I have a thin little blanket. I'm pissing the bed every night, which is common with just trauma in general. Any kind of child who's stressed out, they usually wet the bed for a long time. And I was 10 years old and I was pissing the bed every night. So I'd wake up freezing cold in my own piss, get ready for school, and go to school.

Moving to that room, I'm sleeping on like a four inch mattress. I have a thin little blanket. I'm pissing the bed every night, which is common with just trauma in general. Any kind of child who's stressed out, they usually wet the bed for a long time. And I was 10 years old and I was pissing the bed every night. So I'd wake up freezing cold in my own piss, get ready for school, and go to school.

At this point, Jamie had gotten my mom addicted to crack and cocaine. So there's another layer of just trauma that gets added to the table, I guess. Yeah. With heavy drugs, there comes addicts and more people. And so in this new environment that we're in, this new house, I mean, every fucking day, there'd be like eight, nine, ten people that come through the house.

At this point, Jamie had gotten my mom addicted to crack and cocaine. So there's another layer of just trauma that gets added to the table, I guess. Yeah. With heavy drugs, there comes addicts and more people. And so in this new environment that we're in, this new house, I mean, every fucking day, there'd be like eight, nine, ten people that come through the house.

At this point, Jamie had gotten my mom addicted to crack and cocaine. So there's another layer of just trauma that gets added to the table, I guess. Yeah. With heavy drugs, there comes addicts and more people. And so in this new environment that we're in, this new house, I mean, every fucking day, there'd be like eight, nine, ten people that come through the house.

And we didn't know that my mom was addicted at that point. We had our suspicions because the house would stink really bad and there would be all these people. But then they would go to the bathroom and they would sit in the bathroom for four, five, six hours. And they would just sit in there and get high all day long. And it was...

And we didn't know that my mom was addicted at that point. We had our suspicions because the house would stink really bad and there would be all these people. But then they would go to the bathroom and they would sit in the bathroom for four, five, six hours. And they would just sit in there and get high all day long. And it was...

And we didn't know that my mom was addicted at that point. We had our suspicions because the house would stink really bad and there would be all these people. But then they would go to the bathroom and they would sit in the bathroom for four, five, six hours. And they would just sit in there and get high all day long. And it was...

That's when we started to put two and two together that something was wrong.

That's when we started to put two and two together that something was wrong.

That's when we started to put two and two together that something was wrong.

And, you know, and living in that house, that's when I, at 10, 11 years old or so, that's when I had started to lose respect for my mom and start to like have this hate towards her instead of loving her because of like going into that room and her just like putting her child in this room to sleep in versus like maybe sleep on the couch downstairs or like maybe somewhere where there's like warm, I don't know, you know, somewhere safe to sleep.

And, you know, and living in that house, that's when I, at 10, 11 years old or so, that's when I had started to lose respect for my mom and start to like have this hate towards her instead of loving her because of like going into that room and her just like putting her child in this room to sleep in versus like maybe sleep on the couch downstairs or like maybe somewhere where there's like warm, I don't know, you know, somewhere safe to sleep.

And, you know, and living in that house, that's when I, at 10, 11 years old or so, that's when I had started to lose respect for my mom and start to like have this hate towards her instead of loving her because of like going into that room and her just like putting her child in this room to sleep in versus like maybe sleep on the couch downstairs or like maybe somewhere where there's like warm, I don't know, you know, somewhere safe to sleep.