Seth Gehle

Saturday, Sunday, I was getting sexually abused by this man. And it just, you know, like I said, it's a slow burn. He's slowly playing the game. Around 12 years old, I had basically experienced everything you can experience in the realm of sexual or sexual behavior, like everything.

Saturday, Sunday, I was getting sexually abused by this man. And it just, you know, like I said, it's a slow burn. He's slowly playing the game. Around 12 years old, I had basically experienced everything you can experience in the realm of sexual or sexual behavior, like everything.

Saturday, Sunday, I was getting sexually abused by this man. And it just, you know, like I said, it's a slow burn. He's slowly playing the game. Around 12 years old, I had basically experienced everything you can experience in the realm of sexual or sexual behavior, like everything.

Um, you know, there's some fucking haunting stories that I, uh, tell, um, you know, the guy was watching me like go through puberty. And he would make comments about that. Like he was so proud to see growing and hair and those kind of things. Like he'd make those comments because eventually I start going back to his bed and sleeping with him. And in his bed, there was no clock.

Um, you know, there's some fucking haunting stories that I, uh, tell, um, you know, the guy was watching me like go through puberty. And he would make comments about that. Like he was so proud to see growing and hair and those kind of things. Like he'd make those comments because eventually I start going back to his bed and sleeping with him. And in his bed, there was no clock.

Um, you know, there's some fucking haunting stories that I, uh, tell, um, you know, the guy was watching me like go through puberty. And he would make comments about that. Like he was so proud to see growing and hair and those kind of things. Like he'd make those comments because eventually I start going back to his bed and sleeping with him. And in his bed, there was no clock.

There was no like alarm clock back there. And it was dark. It was all black. He had black blankets, black sheets, pillows. And so there was no frame of reference for time. It wasn't like I got 45 minutes and then I can be done. I got an hour or whatever. It's like I would be back there for fucking ever. And I felt every minute of it. Like it was no disassociation.

There was no like alarm clock back there. And it was dark. It was all black. He had black blankets, black sheets, pillows. And so there was no frame of reference for time. It wasn't like I got 45 minutes and then I can be done. I got an hour or whatever. It's like I would be back there for fucking ever. And I felt every minute of it. Like it was no disassociation.

There was no like alarm clock back there. And it was dark. It was all black. He had black blankets, black sheets, pillows. And so there was no frame of reference for time. It wasn't like I got 45 minutes and then I can be done. I got an hour or whatever. It's like I would be back there for fucking ever. And I felt every minute of it. Like it was no disassociation.

There was no like putting somebody else there. And it was a I can just remember like he would say weird shit to me. He was like telling me he loved me. I talk about it in the book of like the first moments of him, like kissing me and dude, it's fucked up. And, you know, he starts to perform oral sex on me and 12 years old. I, you know, um,

There was no like putting somebody else there. And it was a I can just remember like he would say weird shit to me. He was like telling me he loved me. I talk about it in the book of like the first moments of him, like kissing me and dude, it's fucked up. And, you know, he starts to perform oral sex on me and 12 years old. I, you know, um,

There was no like putting somebody else there. And it was a I can just remember like he would say weird shit to me. He was like telling me he loved me. I talk about it in the book of like the first moments of him, like kissing me and dude, it's fucked up. And, you know, he starts to perform oral sex on me and 12 years old. I, you know, um,

I ended up having an orgasm, my first orgasm at 12 years old. And this 30 year old man looks up at me and he's like, did you enjoy that? And I'm like, what am I supposed to say? I don't know. And I say, yes. And, uh, the shit just keeps going on. So because he was performing things for me, he wanted it reciprocated.

I ended up having an orgasm, my first orgasm at 12 years old. And this 30 year old man looks up at me and he's like, did you enjoy that? And I'm like, what am I supposed to say? I don't know. And I say, yes. And, uh, the shit just keeps going on. So because he was performing things for me, he wanted it reciprocated.

I ended up having an orgasm, my first orgasm at 12 years old. And this 30 year old man looks up at me and he's like, did you enjoy that? And I'm like, what am I supposed to say? I don't know. And I say, yes. And, uh, the shit just keeps going on. So because he was performing things for me, he wanted it reciprocated.

Um, so it happens and there's a lot of, a lot of, a lot of dark twisted shit that I could tell you. Um, nonetheless, or I keep, that word doesn't, I keep saying that word. I'm sorry. Um, I get what you're saying.

Um, so it happens and there's a lot of, a lot of, a lot of dark twisted shit that I could tell you. Um, nonetheless, or I keep, that word doesn't, I keep saying that word. I'm sorry. Um, I get what you're saying.

Um, so it happens and there's a lot of, a lot of, a lot of dark twisted shit that I could tell you. Um, nonetheless, or I keep, that word doesn't, I keep saying that word. I'm sorry. Um, I get what you're saying.

I wish that was the case. I'll wrap it up for you, and then we'll continue. A couple key elements here before we get to that. Well, big events, I guess. So 12 years old, I had experienced everything, right? And then one weekend, I go home from his house. It was on a Sunday. I go to my neighbor's house. My sisters are watching Intervention, the TV show about saving people from drugs, right?

I wish that was the case. I'll wrap it up for you, and then we'll continue. A couple key elements here before we get to that. Well, big events, I guess. So 12 years old, I had experienced everything, right? And then one weekend, I go home from his house. It was on a Sunday. I go to my neighbor's house. My sisters are watching Intervention, the TV show about saving people from drugs, right?