Shadoe Stevens

It's like a Hollywood movie that really happened. And at the time I go, where have I been? I don't know. What time is it? Where have I been for three hours? I don't know what I've been. So I get out of the car and I'm catching my breath and it's four in the morning and it's dark out and I'm in Topanga Canyon and I don't know how I got there.

It's like a Hollywood movie that really happened. And at the time I go, where have I been? I don't know. What time is it? Where have I been for three hours? I don't know what I've been. So I get out of the car and I'm catching my breath and it's four in the morning and it's dark out and I'm in Topanga Canyon and I don't know how I got there.

And I, my best idea is to take out my gun and shoot it into the air as a, as a symbol of my commitment to never use again. Nope. I got in my car and I drove slowly home. Got some rest. I was heading into town to the studio the next day and I was falling asleep. So what could I do? I had to call the dealer. And he was there. And so I'm back on the treadmill. I'm not going back to that.

And I, my best idea is to take out my gun and shoot it into the air as a, as a symbol of my commitment to never use again. Nope. I got in my car and I drove slowly home. Got some rest. I was heading into town to the studio the next day and I was falling asleep. So what could I do? I had to call the dealer. And he was there. And so I'm back on the treadmill. I'm not going back to that.

And I, my best idea is to take out my gun and shoot it into the air as a, as a symbol of my commitment to never use again. Nope. I got in my car and I drove slowly home. Got some rest. I was heading into town to the studio the next day and I was falling asleep. So what could I do? I had to call the dealer. And he was there. And so I'm back on the treadmill. I'm not going back to that.

I'm not going back.

I'm not going back.

I'm not going back.

Well, you know, I don't entirely agree with you. That's why I said it. I really like hearing the stories, and they are miraculous. I've had a series of people speak before this meeting that I'm secretary of, a Cocaine Anonymous meeting, that are jaw-dropping. And it is a life beyond... That whole thing about a life beyond your wildest imagination is absolutely true.

Well, you know, I don't entirely agree with you. That's why I said it. I really like hearing the stories, and they are miraculous. I've had a series of people speak before this meeting that I'm secretary of, a Cocaine Anonymous meeting, that are jaw-dropping. And it is a life beyond... That whole thing about a life beyond your wildest imagination is absolutely true.

Well, you know, I don't entirely agree with you. That's why I said it. I really like hearing the stories, and they are miraculous. I've had a series of people speak before this meeting that I'm secretary of, a Cocaine Anonymous meeting, that are jaw-dropping. And it is a life beyond... That whole thing about a life beyond your wildest imagination is absolutely true.

It doesn't mean that you still don't have trouble. You still don't have failures. You still don't have stuff you have to get through. But by being... Among others who are wired like we are, we get a support system, and somebody has been through this already, who's had that operation, who's done something, who's recovered, who, you know, you need a job.

It doesn't mean that you still don't have trouble. You still don't have failures. You still don't have stuff you have to get through. But by being... Among others who are wired like we are, we get a support system, and somebody has been through this already, who's had that operation, who's done something, who's recovered, who, you know, you need a job.

It doesn't mean that you still don't have trouble. You still don't have failures. You still don't have stuff you have to get through. But by being... Among others who are wired like we are, we get a support system, and somebody has been through this already, who's had that operation, who's done something, who's recovered, who, you know, you need a job.

All of a sudden, a job comes up out of nowhere just because you were present. And those stories are the heartbeat of it. It's what happened yesterday. You know, what it was like, what happened, and what it's like now. Basic, the hero's journey. None of us should be alive. Everyone in there has come in broken and terrified and weak and ashamed.

All of a sudden, a job comes up out of nowhere just because you were present. And those stories are the heartbeat of it. It's what happened yesterday. You know, what it was like, what happened, and what it's like now. Basic, the hero's journey. None of us should be alive. Everyone in there has come in broken and terrified and weak and ashamed.

All of a sudden, a job comes up out of nowhere just because you were present. And those stories are the heartbeat of it. It's what happened yesterday. You know, what it was like, what happened, and what it's like now. Basic, the hero's journey. None of us should be alive. Everyone in there has come in broken and terrified and weak and ashamed.

And all they do is take direction and then learn to help others. Do you know what I learned from AA?

And all they do is take direction and then learn to help others. Do you know what I learned from AA?

And all they do is take direction and then learn to help others. Do you know what I learned from AA?