Shadoe Stevens

Drank once, projectile vomited, thought this is like my dad says, why do you want to drink? Makes you loud and stupid. So I didn't until my fourth year of college. I discovered doctor prescribed prescription of Desbutol. Desbutol was a brilliantly subtle combination of a wide variety of intoxicants, mainly alcohol. meth and a barbiturate.

So it gave you the energy and it allowed you to stay thin and get a lot done while taking the edge off at the same time. It was widely abused and is no longer available. But that was the gateway. So now I have an acceleration that made me, because I was always busy. I worked full-time in radio and I went to school full-time.

So it gave you the energy and it allowed you to stay thin and get a lot done while taking the edge off at the same time. It was widely abused and is no longer available. But that was the gateway. So now I have an acceleration that made me, because I was always busy. I worked full-time in radio and I went to school full-time.

So it gave you the energy and it allowed you to stay thin and get a lot done while taking the edge off at the same time. It was widely abused and is no longer available. But that was the gateway. So now I have an acceleration that made me, because I was always busy. I worked full-time in radio and I went to school full-time.

And by the time I got to the University of Arizona, I was working full-time at the radio station and doing school and doing plays and getting a lot done. Guy says, you want to try some weed? I said, you should try it. I mean, it's a plant. It's not like it's heroin.

And by the time I got to the University of Arizona, I was working full-time at the radio station and doing school and doing plays and getting a lot done. Guy says, you want to try some weed? I said, you should try it. I mean, it's a plant. It's not like it's heroin.

And by the time I got to the University of Arizona, I was working full-time at the radio station and doing school and doing plays and getting a lot done. Guy says, you want to try some weed? I said, you should try it. I mean, it's a plant. It's not like it's heroin.

So they had it all set up and it was a great big hookah and the hookah had these tubes and there was black light posters and they dimmed the lights and they turned up the sound system and it was a great sound system. I remember the music when I first got high, it was Minnie Riperton. Suddenly I was elevated into the ceiling and

So they had it all set up and it was a great big hookah and the hookah had these tubes and there was black light posters and they dimmed the lights and they turned up the sound system and it was a great sound system. I remember the music when I first got high, it was Minnie Riperton. Suddenly I was elevated into the ceiling and

So they had it all set up and it was a great big hookah and the hookah had these tubes and there was black light posters and they dimmed the lights and they turned up the sound system and it was a great sound system. I remember the music when I first got high, it was Minnie Riperton. Suddenly I was elevated into the ceiling and

and I was moving at one with the universe, and I saw it in colors on the left and on the right, and I understood, oh, no wonder you can't explain this. It's like trying to explain the color blue to a blind man. It's experiential. And I was really thirsty. And that night, I bought my first ounce. And within a month, I bought my first pound. Then I moved to Boston.

and I was moving at one with the universe, and I saw it in colors on the left and on the right, and I understood, oh, no wonder you can't explain this. It's like trying to explain the color blue to a blind man. It's experiential. And I was really thirsty. And that night, I bought my first ounce. And within a month, I bought my first pound. Then I moved to Boston.

and I was moving at one with the universe, and I saw it in colors on the left and on the right, and I understood, oh, no wonder you can't explain this. It's like trying to explain the color blue to a blind man. It's experiential. And I was really thirsty. And that night, I bought my first ounce. And within a month, I bought my first pound. Then I moved to Boston.

And in Boston, we were smoking every day and we shared our vibrations. We laughed for no reason at things that weren't funny. And the guy said, you want to try some acid? What's acid? It's like grass, more intense. So I try it. I have a terrifying experience. I could go into this in great detail because it's wildly funny. But horrifying. Let's not do that. But funny and horrifying.

And in Boston, we were smoking every day and we shared our vibrations. We laughed for no reason at things that weren't funny. And the guy said, you want to try some acid? What's acid? It's like grass, more intense. So I try it. I have a terrifying experience. I could go into this in great detail because it's wildly funny. But horrifying. Let's not do that. But funny and horrifying.

And in Boston, we were smoking every day and we shared our vibrations. We laughed for no reason at things that weren't funny. And the guy said, you want to try some acid? What's acid? It's like grass, more intense. So I try it. I have a terrifying experience. I could go into this in great detail because it's wildly funny. But horrifying. Let's not do that. But funny and horrifying.

Funny, the funny. Horrifying. Don't do the funny. Please don't do it. Well, you know, in retrospect, it is actually kind of funny. So then I get a prescription doctor in Los Angeles because I had a lot of responsibilities, you know, a lot of people I'm responsible for and I had to keep going. And I saw him for many years, but it was elevated little by little. And I always wanted to be up.

Funny, the funny. Horrifying. Don't do the funny. Please don't do it. Well, you know, in retrospect, it is actually kind of funny. So then I get a prescription doctor in Los Angeles because I had a lot of responsibilities, you know, a lot of people I'm responsible for and I had to keep going. And I saw him for many years, but it was elevated little by little. And I always wanted to be up.

Funny, the funny. Horrifying. Don't do the funny. Please don't do it. Well, you know, in retrospect, it is actually kind of funny. So then I get a prescription doctor in Los Angeles because I had a lot of responsibilities, you know, a lot of people I'm responsible for and I had to keep going. And I saw him for many years, but it was elevated little by little. And I always wanted to be up.

I wanted to be working. I want to be trying things. I want to be doing art. I want to be writing. I want to be productive all night into the next day, you know, five day runs. And along the way, I had an LSD experience that was out of the body. And I thought, I've got to find a way here without drugs. And so I started studying drugs.