Shawn Johnson East

And the baby started crying.

And then my four-year-old is getting out of his room and he just let himself out of the house.

And it's like, what?

Sometimes I lose my mind.

I don't know how to do this.

But maybe it is just survival of the fittest of like, they're going to be fine.

But the amount of times I think about they'll be in therapy for that someday and I'll cause it.

And it'll get more and more.

I mean, I used to think after our first kid that it would get easier as she got older to, like, have more time away from home and to leave and to go on trips or work trips or whatever.

And it gets harder.

You fall so much more in love with those little freaking nuggets.

It's crazy.

My husband and I used to travel all the time.

We loved traveling.

And we still do, but we are psychotic.

We took three kids under the age of five to Tokyo, Singapore, and Dubai last year for a month and a half because we couldn't fathom the idea of being without them.

And I'm like, what has happened?

It is crazy.

And trying to balance the two different worlds of both my husband and I love to work.

We love our passion.