Shawn Ryan
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And I'm...
I'm sitting there staring at that fucking AK and I pull the chamber back or the bolt back on it.
There's around the chamber like, fuck man.
What the fuck?
Why did that just happen?
Like, why did this kid come in that fucking room?
Why was he so adamant about this tonight when he never does that?
Like, what the fuck?
Why did he mudsuck me into that situation?
And I thought about it, and I sat there all night staring at that AK.
And the next morning, I didn't sleep one second.
Sun comes up, just barely.
Kids aren't there.
Kids are always there, every morning.
They're out there sitting on the railing, ready to bust rust on our vehicles, ready to get food, ready to... They weren't there.
So I jog down the hill, get into town.
I see one of the kids walking around in town, one of the older kids, about 19 years old, I think.
They don't know how old they are.
I go up to him, and I say, hey.
Fuck, I forget his name.