Shawn Ryan

And anyways, this led to a conversation this morning and my wife asked me if she feels like I'm... She asked me if I feel like I've been anointed to do some of the things that I'm doing.

And I said, I think so.

And she asked what it felt like.

And I said, I mean,

You never really know.

I said, it's not a good feeling.

I can tell you that.

It's not a good feeling.

I feel like I've made a trade.

And where I'm going with this is my... Yes, I think I'm supposed to be doing exactly what I'm doing right now.

More in particular, I think...

because i'm a new christian and i don't really have fear of questions uh i ask a lot of questions a lot of people fear to ask out of embarrassment or whatever whatever it may be and i think that helps grow christianity and faith in christ the other thing is the kids protecting the kids we've done some super dark interviews we get

People try to sue us all the time.

Got another letter this morning about this thing going on in Kanaka, Camp Kanaka, whatever.

Anyways, we're calling out some really big institutions and a lot of evil and that can be dangerous.

And, you know, I've been to higher security and all.

And she was asking me what I thought about, you know, how it felt.

And I said, I don't, it doesn't feel good.

It's more of like a burden that's a duty.

that I feel than a good thing.