Shawn Ryan
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Oh, my gosh.
Almost died.
There were four times.
Oh, my gosh.
I shouldn't be here.
Should have died in the fucking car.
because I came home, reclined the seat, went to sleep.
Something woke me up.
One inside was obviously going to kill myself with my gun.
One upstairs passed out, came back, then hoped that the door was going to blow me away.
Wow.
You know, and then you see that fucking gasoline dripping on top of the exhaust and igniting flames in a condominium building.
Oh, my gosh.
It wouldn't have just been me.
You know?
And...
Oh, a lot of things.
No purpose.
know jesus i'd recently uh left the left contracting for the cia felt no purpose didn't feel wanted felt like life was over i'd hit the pinnacle of everything i wanted to hit up to that point i was a seal and got in was was was doing shit with the agency it was and then i left and
I was teaching tactics.