Shawn Ryan

Right.

You know, and then I think about this kind of stuff all the time.

Yeah.

And so when those thoughts creep in, I'm like, oh shit.

my faith isn't strong enough i asked you your question if there was a miracle that god could do for you today what would be you said strengthen my faith keep it strong right yep and so that's that's just another thing that goes into it another thing is i mean am i do you know am i we're talking about the anointed thing earlier am i am is am i doing what you want me to do or

Have I, I'm human.

We all justify things in our head.

We're masters at justifying why we do fucked up things in the world.

And it's like, oh yeah, like something that's been on my mind.

Maybe even been on my, I've invested in some very prominent defense tech companies.

I don't know.

Was that a good thing?

I don't know.

One of the investments I made while I had that on my conscience.

And I'm like, maybe I'm just fearing this because maybe, or maybe I shouldn't be doing it.

Sure.

Is this going to do good for my family?

Yeah.

If it pays off, it will.

Well, what did the investment do for the rest of the world?