Shaykh Uthman
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So that was supposed to be me.
Jeez.
So that was definitely the wake-up call.
That was the, okay, you know what, man, what's life about?
So when I went, I mean, when I found out the next day, I mean, I was, I was like, you're lying, bro.
And they call me, they're like, he's dead.
I was like, bro, you're lying.
Like you are absolutely, you gotta be joking.
Like this can't be.
And I started thinking like, what am I doing in my life?
Like, you know, what am I doing?
So when I went to the funeral and
It was tough, man.
You were putting him in the coffin and they wanted to do open caskets so his head hadn't been blown off.
So they had to plastic it and put fake hair and put makeup to fix holes.
You're looking at him and it just looks horrible.
You start thinking, I'm supposed to be laying there.
And he was 20 at the time.
I was 18.
And I just started thinking, like, I'm 18 and I'm supposed to be there.