Shelby

I'm in hell, but I'm not going to

make too big of a deal out of this you know but I was kind of freaking out about the timeline of my friend who set the alarm for 11 30 with you know no natural light to kind of ease this out so I was like I don't even know what time it is but time is going by so slow that I have to do this until noon so I was just freaking out I grabbed my friend Sarah I am spooning the hell out of her and my eyes are open my heart is beating I'm trying to just chill I'm trying to like

feel okay right now, but I had my back turned to where these girls were, right?

And shortly after it felt like somebody was the same kind of amount of pressure I was speaking about on my legs with the same pacing.

It was two fingers prodding my shoulder, started to like push and like basically somebody slowly tapping on me, on my shoulder, slowly like pushing.

and in different parts of my shoulder.

So just different, it would happen just, I'm like doing it to myself right now, but it was like four second pushes where they would get pretty deep and then release and then be another poke and another push and all over my shoulder and back to kind of, they were fucking with me.

They were trying to get my attention.

But my eyes, I was so awake, but I was gripping my friend.

I had my eyes shut.

I could not.

I was so frozen in fear.

I couldn't allow myself to open my eyes because I think if I did, I'm glad I didn't because after that, I was like, I don't know if I'll come back from this if I open my eyes right now.

But the prodding of the shoulder happened, I mean, literally for hours.

I don't even know how to describe how psychedelically scary that was.

But it definitely happened to me.

I was fully awake for it.

I mean, I don't know how I couldn't be.

So I just kind of chose to go into the fear, frozen state of holding my friend and letting this entity or two or whatever, how many there were,

just kind of annoy the shit out of me and scare me all night until noon.