Shi Heng Yi

The result of all of this is that...

my endurance of taking suffering and pain is extremely high.

My level of resilience is extremely high.

Therefore, I think it's one of the reasons why in the first place, until today, I'm like still standing and why all of these things were happening.

Because I can easily go and go and push, push forward.

But at the same time, what I felt is,

I'm a high achiever.

I can do all of these things.

But this one is never satisfied.

Something's missing.

And so my example is suppression of energy, suppression of emotions is not the way.

It's not the way which made it extremely hard for me to open up.

To open up, yeah, which is still like a process which is ongoing, but where I'm also like very, very grateful for the people that I have where I can open up to.

And this is, for example, like a topic right now.

I'm happy that you're mentioning it.

But in the way of how Shaolin nowadays is being propagated, this one doesn't play a role at all.

It is interesting that the people can do all the acrobatics and all the great stuff.

Yes, on the outside it looks great.

There, it doesn't look great at all.

And this is not how it's supposed to be.