Sloan Bella
👤 SpeakerAppearances Over Time
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I could feel.
And then when he passed, I stopped feeling.
So it was weird.
Like I don't have any emotional nature the same.
So that went with him.
And when he came in, I fell.
So I think he was here to teach me to feel because it was the most extreme on either spectrum that I... Obviously, when you lose a child, it's extreme.
I feel it is.
But immediately, once I saw him gone, I stopped feeling.
Like, I don't feel.
I know I can laugh and be fun, but I don't... I used to feel... You know how you feel in your body?
I don't have that anymore.
No, I really don't.
I mean, I know I'm supposed to go stop scratching.
If you hit me with a bat, it might be different.
Completely numb.
It's a superpower now, though, because I was so emotional before.
If you said something, I might chase you down the street.
Ask my kid.
My oldest son will tell you, yeah, she kicked the heels off.