Smallville Co-Star

This was like in your brain. So what happens is... is apparently, and I might be a little off on this, but when you die, your penile gland in your brain empties. And whatever's in there, I can't remember the chemical. Penile? Maybe it's serotonin or something. I don't know what it is. But it dumps, and it gives you this euphoric experience. But before that, in your mind...

And that's what happens with 5-MeO is you get a penile gland dump. But before you kind of cross over, in your mind, you are 100% certain that you are going to die. And all the, like, you start, you start, separating from everything that you're attached to. And it kind of starts with like all the bullshit, maybe like, I don't know, fucking possessions or money or whatever it is.

And that's what happens with 5-MeO is you get a penile gland dump. But before you kind of cross over, in your mind, you are 100% certain that you are going to die. And all the, like, you start, you start, separating from everything that you're attached to. And it kind of starts with like all the bullshit, maybe like, I don't know, fucking possessions or money or whatever it is.

And that's what happens with 5-MeO is you get a penile gland dump. But before you kind of cross over, in your mind, you are 100% certain that you are going to die. And all the, like, you start, you start, separating from everything that you're attached to. And it kind of starts with like all the bullshit, maybe like, I don't know, fucking possessions or money or whatever it is.

And, and, and like things just start offloading. Like you're like, okay, I can let go of that. I can let go of that. But it's a very, it's a very, Like I said, it's the most fear, most anxiety I've ever felt. And the last thing for me that I could not let go of that I was hanging on to is my wife and my son.

And, and, and like things just start offloading. Like you're like, okay, I can let go of that. I can let go of that. But it's a very, it's a very, Like I said, it's the most fear, most anxiety I've ever felt. And the last thing for me that I could not let go of that I was hanging on to is my wife and my son.

And, and, and like things just start offloading. Like you're like, okay, I can let go of that. I can let go of that. But it's a very, it's a very, Like I said, it's the most fear, most anxiety I've ever felt. And the last thing for me that I could not let go of that I was hanging on to is my wife and my son.

And I remember thinking, I cannot depart this fucked up world and leave my wife and my son behind. I have to be here for them. And then I let them go. And once I let them go, it felt like there was this tar. It was like I didn't see anything. It was like a...

And I remember thinking, I cannot depart this fucked up world and leave my wife and my son behind. I have to be here for them. And then I let them go. And once I let them go, it felt like there was this tar. It was like I didn't see anything. It was like a...

And I remember thinking, I cannot depart this fucked up world and leave my wife and my son behind. I have to be here for them. And then I let them go. And once I let them go, it felt like there was this tar. It was like I didn't see anything. It was like a...

It was like an intuitive experience and I felt like all this tar was like wrapped around my heart like covering my heart and I could I could couldn't see it but I could It was like it was coming off my heart and then my heart was pure again and then you And then once you die and you let everything go, you cross over into this other realm.

It was like an intuitive experience and I felt like all this tar was like wrapped around my heart like covering my heart and I could I could couldn't see it but I could It was like it was coming off my heart and then my heart was pure again and then you And then once you die and you let everything go, you cross over into this other realm.

It was like an intuitive experience and I felt like all this tar was like wrapped around my heart like covering my heart and I could I could couldn't see it but I could It was like it was coming off my heart and then my heart was pure again and then you And then once you die and you let everything go, you cross over into this other realm.

And then in the other realm that you cross over into is like pure bliss, very euphoric. And I swear, I think it's like a,

And then in the other realm that you cross over into is like pure bliss, very euphoric. And I swear, I think it's like a,

And then in the other realm that you cross over into is like pure bliss, very euphoric. And I swear, I think it's like a,

spiritual realm that we don't have access to or maybe we had asked access to it like way early on for language and electronics and all that these kind of distractions and shit but but you you i i think you tap into the spiritual realm and like i'd always heard about energy and you know shit like that tesla stuff yeah well not that kind of stuff like you know like hippies talk about it.

spiritual realm that we don't have access to or maybe we had asked access to it like way early on for language and electronics and all that these kind of distractions and shit but but you you i i think you tap into the spiritual realm and like i'd always heard about energy and you know shit like that tesla stuff yeah well not that kind of stuff like you know like hippies talk about it.

spiritual realm that we don't have access to or maybe we had asked access to it like way early on for language and electronics and all that these kind of distractions and shit but but you you i i think you tap into the spiritual realm and like i'd always heard about energy and you know shit like that tesla stuff yeah well not that kind of stuff like you know like hippies talk about it.

Well, good energy, bad energy. Yeah. And I never bought into that. And I always despised hippies being a seal and a CA contractor. And, but after that, like I opened my eyes, And we were at this little beach house down in Mexico and I could see, I swear, man, I could see energy flowing from the islands into the water, up the beach, into the trees.