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I fucking bombed.

And I apologized to the staff.

I apologized to the manager.

I go, listen, I fucked up and I read this book right before I got here and it really fucked me up.

It's done that before, man.

Like it takes it takes time to like then almost come back to it She never engage in that kind of stuff like right before you go on stage It's terrible anything real and ominous and do so I had a second show and I went great, but I was like, okay I can't ever do that again, but that started me, but that was just peripheral It was just the JFK thing.

I thought I was only interested in that I didn't get into Nixon.

I didn't get into Vietnam.

I didn't get into any of that stuff, but September 11 2001

And in the beginning, it was wonderful.

After the attack, everyone was so friendly.

It's terrible that this thing happened.

It's terrible that these people died.

But it made me think like we need every now and then we need to get bitch slapped.

You know, it's like when you see people like getting in people's faces for like waving an American flag.

Fuck you, fascist.

Fuck you.

A bitch slap every now and then, like that guy might go, fuck him, what was I doing?

I just ran up to that veteran and I got in his face because I want to impress my lesbian girlfriend.

I'm like, what the fuck is wrong with me?