Stacey Rutherford

Do I need to force myself to do these things? Because am I just making it worse by staying home and festering on the fact that I'm alone and isolating and things like that? But I don't know. I just I think that was part of writing the letter to him was I just I just want you to know. This is the kind of stuff that you have left me with.

Do I need to force myself to do these things? Because am I just making it worse by staying home and festering on the fact that I'm alone and isolating and things like that? But I don't know. I just I think that was part of writing the letter to him was I just I just want you to know. This is the kind of stuff that you have left me with.

Do I need to force myself to do these things? Because am I just making it worse by staying home and festering on the fact that I'm alone and isolating and things like that? But I don't know. I just I think that was part of writing the letter to him was I just I just want you to know. This is the kind of stuff that you have left me with.

I mean, it did make me feel better at some point to write it. It just happened to be the one that I mailed. I don't know. I just must have been impulsive that day because the rest of them never made it.

I mean, it did make me feel better at some point to write it. It just happened to be the one that I mailed. I don't know. I just must have been impulsive that day because the rest of them never made it.

I mean, it did make me feel better at some point to write it. It just happened to be the one that I mailed. I don't know. I just must have been impulsive that day because the rest of them never made it.

And I do believe that you will get there. It's just like you said, it ebbs and flows. I felt like it's really hung on lately. But I also say to my sister too, sometimes like, I look at where I am now and I look at where I was three years ago and there is a difference. So I can see change and I can see that I have happy moments and that I enjoy life and things like that.

And I do believe that you will get there. It's just like you said, it ebbs and flows. I felt like it's really hung on lately. But I also say to my sister too, sometimes like, I look at where I am now and I look at where I was three years ago and there is a difference. So I can see change and I can see that I have happy moments and that I enjoy life and things like that.

And I do believe that you will get there. It's just like you said, it ebbs and flows. I felt like it's really hung on lately. But I also say to my sister too, sometimes like, I look at where I am now and I look at where I was three years ago and there is a difference. So I can see change and I can see that I have happy moments and that I enjoy life and things like that.

I don't just sit around, you know, and cry all the time. I obviously go have fun, but I just have my moments, you know, and it hits at just different times. And this year lately, it's been hanging on.

I don't just sit around, you know, and cry all the time. I obviously go have fun, but I just have my moments, you know, and it hits at just different times. And this year lately, it's been hanging on.

I don't just sit around, you know, and cry all the time. I obviously go have fun, but I just have my moments, you know, and it hits at just different times. And this year lately, it's been hanging on.