Stefano

And outside this experiment, I couldn't have chosen him.

But with time, we built something real.

It wasn't fake.

It wasn't acting.

I started to see how beautiful he's inside.

His heart, his kindness, the way he took care of me and listened to me.

He opened up to me with very deep things, and that helped me open up too.

It helped me grow, it helped me heal.

But I also have to be honest, some days were really hard.

I cried more than once, and not just because of arguments, but because I wasn't used to being around someone whose energy was often low and emotional and heavy.

It would sometimes weight on me and I found myself feeling drained, questioning things I usually handle with confidence.

But those hard moments taught me a lot too.

I learned patience.

I learned how to support someone different from me.

And I learned how to stay present even when it felt uncomfortable.

I realized that for me to be monogamous, I need to really love the person.

Only then I can let go of my sexual freedom without any doubt.

And yes, many people judge me without knowing the full story.

You have just seen around 30 videos, but you cannot know the person with just two minutes video every day.

And you're gonna know all the things that happens behind the scenes.