Steven

Could you have imagined a reality where you didn't end up getting onto SNL at some point? So if we were sat here now, you're 50 years old, and you're sat here and you'd never done it. I would have done it. So this is what I'm getting at is,

Could you have imagined a reality where you didn't end up getting onto SNL at some point? So if we were sat here now, you're 50 years old, and you're sat here and you'd never done it. I would have done it. So this is what I'm getting at is,

I ask the question because there are areas of my life where... I sometimes reflect and go, I always thought that that was going to happen. And the consideration that that might not have happened makes, it's almost like this like, then life wouldn't have been real. Like then everything I believed would have been a lie.

I ask the question because there are areas of my life where... I sometimes reflect and go, I always thought that that was going to happen. And the consideration that that might not have happened makes, it's almost like this like, then life wouldn't have been real. Like then everything I believed would have been a lie.

There's small things in my life that when you look at me as a young man and I'm filming myself, pretending that a TV show have asked me to do something that ended up happening 10 years ago. And I go, that was always how in my brain. I did that too. Yeah.

There's small things in my life that when you look at me as a young man and I'm filming myself, pretending that a TV show have asked me to do something that ended up happening 10 years ago. And I go, that was always how in my brain. I did that too. Yeah.

When I asked you the question about SNL, you were so convinced that that's always the way that it was going to go. And I'm like, that's what I'm trying to, I wanted to see your reaction when I make you consider that it didn't go that way. I can't see it not happening.

When I asked you the question about SNL, you were so convinced that that's always the way that it was going to go. And I'm like, that's what I'm trying to, I wanted to see your reaction when I make you consider that it didn't go that way. I can't see it not happening.

So how did you go from that kid who's writing the letter to his friend saying that he's considering giving up and seeking out therapy and those kinds of things? How did you get from that moment to that first Saturday Night Live audition?

So how did you go from that kid who's writing the letter to his friend saying that he's considering giving up and seeking out therapy and those kinds of things? How did you get from that moment to that first Saturday Night Live audition?

You're going to use the word luck, right? It sounded like you paused on the word luck, though.

You're going to use the word luck, right? It sounded like you paused on the word luck, though.

And eventually you get a phone call?

And eventually you get a phone call?

Yes.

Yes.

So I heard you'd said that if you didn't make it on SNL before the age of 25, you were going to... I was going to kill myself.

So I heard you'd said that if you didn't make it on SNL before the age of 25, you were going to... I was going to kill myself.

You wrote what?

You wrote what?