Suave (David Luis Suave Gonzalez)
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Being in a relationship is giving up part of your freedom. Am I willing to give my freedom up again because I'm searching for love? Man, fuck love, if it comes to that.
I feel guilty that I left a lot of good men and women behind that deserved the same opportunities that I'm getting. And sometimes I feel like, dang, why can't it just be all of us?
I feel guilty that I left a lot of good men and women behind that deserved the same opportunities that I'm getting. And sometimes I feel like, dang, why can't it just be all of us?
I feel guilty that I left a lot of good men and women behind that deserved the same opportunities that I'm getting. And sometimes I feel like, dang, why can't it just be all of us?
He was having a mental breakdown. That's exactly what it was. Like, I was triggered to that point where it's like, man, I'm fucking you up. I'm going to go to jail. But I'm fucking you up.
He was having a mental breakdown. That's exactly what it was. Like, I was triggered to that point where it's like, man, I'm fucking you up. I'm going to go to jail. But I'm fucking you up.
He was having a mental breakdown. That's exactly what it was. Like, I was triggered to that point where it's like, man, I'm fucking you up. I'm going to go to jail. But I'm fucking you up.
We all got demons, Maria. Like, we all got demons. And them demons is what kept me alive in prison. But I'll tell you this, it's like, I try not to bring that person out, suppress, the person is suppressed, where I gotta harm somebody to protect myself. That person is still there. For years, we say, oh, you rehabilitated. Still the same people, we just make better decisions today.
We all got demons, Maria. Like, we all got demons. And them demons is what kept me alive in prison. But I'll tell you this, it's like, I try not to bring that person out, suppress, the person is suppressed, where I gotta harm somebody to protect myself. That person is still there. For years, we say, oh, you rehabilitated. Still the same people, we just make better decisions today.
We all got demons, Maria. Like, we all got demons. And them demons is what kept me alive in prison. But I'll tell you this, it's like, I try not to bring that person out, suppress, the person is suppressed, where I gotta harm somebody to protect myself. That person is still there. For years, we say, oh, you rehabilitated. Still the same people, we just make better decisions today.
It's my first time here, like, in 45 years. When I came here, I was a little kid. When I came here, I was, like, seven, right? Like, seven, eight. When my dad brought me here. Yeah, yeah.
It's my first time here, like, in 45 years. When I came here, I was a little kid. When I came here, I was, like, seven, right? Like, seven, eight. When my dad brought me here. Yeah, yeah.
It's my first time here, like, in 45 years. When I came here, I was a little kid. When I came here, I was, like, seven, right? Like, seven, eight. When my dad brought me here. Yeah, yeah.
Nope. I'm living day by day. That's it. Just to stay alive. I'm not putting that pressure on me no more. Like writing and looking at a list, like I gotta do this. Cause if I don't do this, I'm gonna feel like I failed. I'm not doing that. Nope. I'm at peace with myself. If I'm at peace with myself, everybody around me is safe. I know it's hard for people to get it like
Nope. I'm living day by day. That's it. Just to stay alive. I'm not putting that pressure on me no more. Like writing and looking at a list, like I gotta do this. Cause if I don't do this, I'm gonna feel like I failed. I'm not doing that. Nope. I'm at peace with myself. If I'm at peace with myself, everybody around me is safe. I know it's hard for people to get it like
Nope. I'm living day by day. That's it. Just to stay alive. I'm not putting that pressure on me no more. Like writing and looking at a list, like I gotta do this. Cause if I don't do this, I'm gonna feel like I failed. I'm not doing that. Nope. I'm at peace with myself. If I'm at peace with myself, everybody around me is safe. I know it's hard for people to get it like
What's important to me now is to get up in the morning, make sure I do what I said I was going to do, which is give my sister a kidney. So that requires me to leave all that other shit behind and focus on one thing, which is getting up and staying healthy. Staying alive.