Superfan Giovanni

When I turned 40, I was elated.

I was euphoric.

I thought, God, I really beginning to understand who I am and what I'm doing.

And maybe I'm getting better at it and I'm learning how to become a better actor or what have you.

When I turned 50, I wanted to shoot myself.

I was so depressed.

I laid in bed for like two days crying.

I thought, this can't be.

I mean, I'm really seeing over the top of the mountain now, and there's more days behind me than there are ahead of me, blah, blah, blah.

And now I'm just completely juiced again.

I'm married.

I've got three kids.

I've got four enormous – five, including my other daughter, Ireland.

I've got five reasons to take better care of myself and to stay alive and to keep working.

And –

I really, the way that I'm different is I'm, I have a family.

I have a family, which I had a family and then that all went away.

I grew up in a family and I realize now how much I missed that.

I mean, I love coming home and even though it's challenging and even though my wife and I, you know, we work hard and at the end of the day, I'm getting stomped to death, you know, by my son.

He's just so incredible.