Susan Grau

And I had a very profound experience of just being in this space of terror to seeing white lights and being pulled from my body.

And I ended up in different spaces or dimensions.

I call them rooms, but I would say they were dimensions.

And I got to see the difference of

What it's like here and what it's like there and lessons.

And I came back with those lessons.

I got to be in the room of heart's desires, which was this beautiful space of people's desires and dreams and wishes.

And then I moved into the room of knowledge, which again, another dimension, which was where we do our contracts.

And just saw so many beautiful, amazing things.

And what it did for me is it taught me about personal empowerment.

It's taught me about not running from things, but facing them.

And of course, over my lifetime, I didn't listen to everything they said, but I learned that what I run from chases me and what I try to control controls me.

And I learned how to face my, what I would call my fears or my demons inside and to face

Well, I think for me it was, I thought something should be a particular way.

So I would do everything in my power to create that, including banging my head against walls and asking everyone to join me.

And I wanted that to be what I thought it should be and what it should look like instead of going with what they needed it to be or look like.

I didn't understand that there was, and even though I had seen it, John, I didn't understand that there was more to the process here than just what we want.

I thought if you wanted it bad enough, you could create it.

And I forgot to include them in that sometimes things aren't good for us.

So what I saw in that room were people saying things like, God, my mother's sick, please don't let her die.