Suz Hinton

Um, but I think I ended up accidentally intimidating people more because they focus more on the fact that I was able to achieve it. And so I was like, but I was really nervous actually for that particular talk because it, it eight minutes and there were, you know, a thousand people in the audience there for the keynote. That was my biggest audience as well. I'm sorry.

Um, but I think I ended up accidentally intimidating people more because they focus more on the fact that I was able to achieve it. And so I was like, but I was really nervous actually for that particular talk because it, it eight minutes and there were, you know, a thousand people in the audience there for the keynote. That was my biggest audience as well. I'm sorry.

Yeah, that was it. Oh, my God. You can hear it in my voice and everything. It's only because I was there with a camera.

Yeah, that was it. Oh, my God. You can hear it in my voice and everything. It's only because I was there with a camera.

Yeah, that was it.

Yeah, that was it.

Almost directly after.

Almost directly after.

It was a lot.

It was a lot.

That's how I feel. It's funny because I always go into a hole afterwards, actually. I think that when the adrenaline washes off, some people feel that kind of relaxation and euphoria that they've done. And for me, I sort of go into a hole. And I think I'm not great at compliments. And so I got a lot of compliments and accolades as soon as I walked off the stage. People were sending me crypto.

That's how I feel. It's funny because I always go into a hole afterwards, actually. I think that when the adrenaline washes off, some people feel that kind of relaxation and euphoria that they've done. And for me, I sort of go into a hole. And I think I'm not great at compliments. And so I got a lot of compliments and accolades as soon as I walked off the stage. People were sending me crypto.

as well like crypto micropayments and stuff it was just so weird and so see people kept stopping me on the floor and saying you know i want you to do more they're gonna put put some money in the in the coin slot see it's how it's how it works i was getting tipped on some platform where you can tip people and like a lot of it was crypto so it was really nice with people but i was getting this thing like great talk at oscon i'm like uh where is this coming from

as well like crypto micropayments and stuff it was just so weird and so see people kept stopping me on the floor and saying you know i want you to do more they're gonna put put some money in the in the coin slot see it's how it's how it works i was getting tipped on some platform where you can tip people and like a lot of it was crypto so it was really nice with people but i was getting this thing like great talk at oscon i'm like uh where is this coming from

And so again, when I got off the stage and people were like, I could never do that. That's when again, I was like, I failed. You know, I ended up just being a show off instead of being accessible. And so I fell into a hole about it because I felt that the attention that I got was unwarranted for the message I was trying to put out. So I just never learned that lesson apparently.

And so again, when I got off the stage and people were like, I could never do that. That's when again, I was like, I failed. You know, I ended up just being a show off instead of being accessible. And so I fell into a hole about it because I felt that the attention that I got was unwarranted for the message I was trying to put out. So I just never learned that lesson apparently.

But I also just cared so much about creating. You know how when you go to the keynotes and a lot of them are sponsored and they're just like, oh, my God, like you're just waiting for them to finish. And I just didn't want to be that keynote, even though technically I did have to mention the sponsor, which was, you know, the company I was working for and everything.

But I also just cared so much about creating. You know how when you go to the keynotes and a lot of them are sponsored and they're just like, oh, my God, like you're just waiting for them to finish. And I just didn't want to be that keynote, even though technically I did have to mention the sponsor, which was, you know, the company I was working for and everything.

But I was like, I just don't want it to feel like one of those really sterile, very clean, you know, keynotes that are just very constrained in what people are allowed to say. It's just doing the audience a disservice, right? I wanted to get them pumped up for the conference.

But I was like, I just don't want it to feel like one of those really sterile, very clean, you know, keynotes that are just very constrained in what people are allowed to say. It's just doing the audience a disservice, right? I wanted to get them pumped up for the conference.