Tabitha Brown

Oh, I think the thing that set me free, you know, my story, I was sick, right, for quite some time, about a year and seven months.

And I really thought in that dark season, because, you know, I was sick and doctors can tell me what was wrong with me.

They were doing, you know, running tests all the time and giving me guinea pig medication is what I would call it because they can't diagnose you.

But try this and see if you feel better.

Right.

You fall into this depression, which I did, because it's like, I know something's not right with my body.

I know I don't feel normal.

And they can't tell me anything, right?

And I thought God had forgotten about me.

And so I think when I got to that lowest point, I was like, you know, I'm from North Carolina.

I grew up in a church.

And I used to be this person, and I still am, who was excited to be a woman of faith, right?

And I was like...

Here I am really thinking like I have all this faith, but I feel like God has left me.

And so I was like, OK, Lord, this time, because what I also realized was I was habitually praying.

And that means I was just praying out of habit.

But I wasn't really meaning or believing what I was saying.

You know how you grow up and it's like, just for example, like God is great.

God is good.

Let us thank him for this food.