Tabitha Brown

And it's been an honor to watch him evolve and grow and mature.

But fatherhood has been one of the best things to witness.

I think the biggest fear...

before was dying with this thing inside of me.

Like never letting it be seen, right?

Fear now doesn't necessarily live with me as much.

I don't know if I have...

I don't know if I have a fear.

I want to change people, right?

I want to affect them in the best way possible, right?

And sometimes trying to spread love and positivity, people don't want to buy into that sometimes.

I think misery loves company, you know, and sometimes happiness scares people.

You know, you can have people that everything's going great and they'll be like, I know something bad's going to happen.

Why?

We're allowed to go through it either way, you know.

So I think sometimes I don't necessarily fear it, but I am concerned.

Am I doing enough?

with spreading love and trying to reach people.

Am I doing it the right way?

Even though I feel at peace about it, I always, you know, I'm in prayer like, God, is this really what you want me to do?