Tahlia Isaac

And then it's like, I fucking hate you.

I want to kill you.

It is.

And no one, we're all out here hurt people just like,

in this chaos of this world.

And then there's also the, all of the other shit that goes around it, you know, the cheating and the, and you're out all night and the distrust and all of those things.

And that just heightens the emotions.

And certainly for me, I didn't start off being a violent person or, or even like, you know, going down that road.

But, you know, by the end I was just as, I was just as harmful as I was hurt.

Yeah, I mean, it wasn't the worst violence that I'd ever experienced, but it's definitely the turning point.

And I look at my life as kind of, you know, left or right choices.

Like I said, in the National Press Club, it was like, this is my left or right choice.

And at that point I chose the wrong way, you know, I...

Instead of going to a phone box, calling mum, packing it down and just kind of working it out, I just drove to a dealer's house that I knew and was like, can you tick me up?

I'll bring the cash back.

Yeah.

And he was kind of like, no.

And I was like, well, I need something.

So it was like half of what I asked for, you know, negotiating.

And then I started from there.