Terrence Howard

But I was like, damn, I would love to go.

You know, I didn't know what was happening.

No one talked about Epstein.

No, nobody.

They didn't talk about Epstein.

I didn't know.

But hell, I could have easily ended up over there if he had invited me over there, because you you think, OK, I'm going with with the Hollywood move.

That's how you get there.

Like I wasn't invited to the Puffy parties.

I wasn't invited to any of those things.

So that's interesting.

There's a part of me that's so grateful that I wasn't invited.

But back then, I felt excluded.

Back then, I felt like, oh, I must be doing something wrong.

I wish I had participated in some of the druggery and then wouldn't have alienated people that were good friends with my, that could have been good friends.

Because I still ended up participating in the druggery when I got older.

But at the time, I just didn't want to do it because, you know, I had these other things that were pressing upon me.

Now, I didn't get stuck into druggery, you know, but, yeah, it would have been nice to take some walks.

When I look back in my 30s.

It could have ended nasty.