Tom Clarkson

I've doubted myself so many times.

What pulled you through those moments?

I'd like to say more passionate about racing than any other drivers that's what I would like to think maybe it's not true I think it's the only reason like when I after Melbourne I was just itching to get back in the car in China that was the only thing I was thinking about was just just driving the damn car and go fast after Melbourne was just it was a disappointment because I

It didn't take much experience, but it was not a... Yeah, looking back at it, I think during the moment, it was the worst moment of my life.

Your world is falling apart, literally.

You think this is the end.

So you become stupid, right?

In the car, at the moment.

But then you just got to keep fighting.

And that's what I did my whole career since I'm seven.

So I'm just used to that.

I know there's going to be a lot of lows in my career.

Many more to come.

but now I know how to handle them.

Did you find a boxing gym on the Monday morning after Melbourne?

No, no.

I wouldn't have been wanting to be the guy opposite you.

My pillow at home.

It's the only thing.

Isaac, can you talk me through what actually happened in the car in Melbourne?