Tonesa Welch

it's none and I think back sometimes I had so much drugs or was around so much drugs and I think like when I reflect back like girl you could have never came home I would never been sitting on this couch yeah you know uh if I had got caught with the things I had yeah you know and why did like you said no fear of

it's none and I think back sometimes I had so much drugs or was around so much drugs and I think like when I reflect back like girl you could have never came home I would never been sitting on this couch yeah you know uh if I had got caught with the things I had yeah you know and why did like you said no fear of

The people we surrounded ourselves with, I wanted to be, they look, no, they don't look dangerous enough. I need to go over here, you know. I wanted to be with the risk takers, you know. Every time you got away with something, you felt even better. It's a rush. It's a rush, like a drug rush or something. I'm like, whoa, okay. We can do that again.

The people we surrounded ourselves with, I wanted to be, they look, no, they don't look dangerous enough. I need to go over here, you know. I wanted to be with the risk takers, you know. Every time you got away with something, you felt even better. It's a rush. It's a rush, like a drug rush or something. I'm like, whoa, okay. We can do that again.

All the time while you're doing it, your heart's about out here. And then like, okay, did that. Then there goes your ego, bigger and bigger. Now I'm feeling more powerful than a man her age. I can do this. I can do this on my own. I don't need nobody. And that's how I started feeling.

All the time while you're doing it, your heart's about out here. And then like, okay, did that. Then there goes your ego, bigger and bigger. Now I'm feeling more powerful than a man her age. I can do this. I can do this on my own. I don't need nobody. And that's how I started feeling.

It was like, you know, they, like, they, it was like, why, you know, I had all this money. I had been with this man who has all this money. And even when he went to prison, he still had money. And I couldn't understand. Y'all, you know, like, Terry, you've been in this life for a long time. By this time, I'm knowing you about five, about seven years. Where's the stability?

It was like, you know, they, like, they, it was like, why, you know, I had all this money. I had been with this man who has all this money. And even when he went to prison, he still had money. And I couldn't understand. Y'all, you know, like, Terry, you've been in this life for a long time. By this time, I'm knowing you about five, about seven years. Where's the stability?

You know, what's going on? You were up, down, up, down. He never had, they never had, like, a bond. abundance of drugs. They never had a great plug. That's what I would call it.

You know, what's going on? You were up, down, up, down. He never had, they never had, like, a bond. abundance of drugs. They never had a great plug. That's what I would call it.

You watched the movie. There's a reason for that. And so I looked at him. He was there. And I was like, God, you know, this was all the time. And I was talking to him. I was like, I don't know. I just can't get it together. And I'm sitting here trying to always groom this person. I didn't realize that I'm grooming him. And one day you wanted to make him a boss. I wanted to make he was my friend.

You watched the movie. There's a reason for that. And so I looked at him. He was there. And I was like, God, you know, this was all the time. And I was talking to him. I was like, I don't know. I just can't get it together. And I'm sitting here trying to always groom this person. I didn't realize that I'm grooming him. And one day you wanted to make him a boss. I wanted to make he was my friend.

You're with me. I had this special love for him, you know, not the romantic love yet. And I wanted him, you know, I felt like this is my friend. This is my dog. We always riding together. We hanging. I wanted him to be on the level I was, you know. And so I said, I got to help you. Like, tell me what it is, you know. So I said, I'm going to help you. I'm going to help you get it.

You're with me. I had this special love for him, you know, not the romantic love yet. And I wanted him, you know, I felt like this is my friend. This is my dog. We always riding together. We hanging. I wanted him to be on the level I was, you know. And so I said, I got to help you. Like, tell me what it is, you know. So I said, I'm going to help you. I'm going to help you get it.

And then once you get it, you better keep it. You know, I did tell him, I said, and I forgot I had said this. I don't know why I said it. You know, I felt like a millionaire. I felt like, you know, nature's a millionaire. So I'm going to help you be a millionaire. And I said, I want you to change.

And then once you get it, you better keep it. You know, I did tell him, I said, and I forgot I had said this. I don't know why I said it. You know, I felt like a millionaire. I felt like, you know, nature's a millionaire. So I'm going to help you be a millionaire. And I said, I want you to change.

don't change for the money stay as you know stay as you are but I'm gonna help you become a millionaire and that's what happened you know I gave him a plug you work it you do this you know kind of like was you know he was really listening and it was working um and then it just took off and one day it just took off and he was like you could sit back now and I'm like whoo

don't change for the money stay as you know stay as you are but I'm gonna help you become a millionaire and that's what happened you know I gave him a plug you work it you do this you know kind of like was you know he was really listening and it was working um and then it just took off and one day it just took off and he was like you could sit back now and I'm like whoo

Well, for me, because I was tired. You get like, yeah, I'm tired. You know, sometimes you be because you always think like that day might come. You know, I have been around. I'm watching so many other people go down and I'm always, you know, just there, you know, getting by, getting by, you know, and I'm like, OK, you got to quit this one day. You got to get it.

Well, for me, because I was tired. You get like, yeah, I'm tired. You know, sometimes you be because you always think like that day might come. You know, I have been around. I'm watching so many other people go down and I'm always, you know, just there, you know, getting by, getting by, you know, and I'm like, OK, you got to quit this one day. You got to get it.