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I gave it a lot of thought, and I called my family on a Zoom call, and I said, okay, I'm going to vacate the house. I don't own it. The name's not on it. I don't have any right to it. And my friend, the lawyer said, take what's yours, what you bought together and nothing else.
I reached down and I picked him up and I held him really close and I said, never forget I love you and I'm your ama and that will never change. And she fell out of the road, drove away, and I never saw him again.
I reached down and I picked him up and I held him really close and I said, never forget I love you and I'm your ama and that will never change. And she fell out of the road, drove away, and I never saw him again.
I reached down and I picked him up and I held him really close and I said, never forget I love you and I'm your ama and that will never change. And she fell out of the road, drove away, and I never saw him again.
I fell apart. I wasn't getting out of bed. I wasn't taking care of myself. I wasn't eating. I was a disaster.
I fell apart. I wasn't getting out of bed. I wasn't taking care of myself. I wasn't eating. I was a disaster.
I fell apart. I wasn't getting out of bed. I wasn't taking care of myself. I wasn't eating. I was a disaster.
When I got his autopsy, it was very much an overdose. He had on double the dose, and he had taken double the dose of oxycodone at the same time to go to bed.
When I got his autopsy, it was very much an overdose. He had on double the dose, and he had taken double the dose of oxycodone at the same time to go to bed.
When I got his autopsy, it was very much an overdose. He had on double the dose, and he had taken double the dose of oxycodone at the same time to go to bed.
On his autopsy, it said he had a brace on his leg. It said brace on his left leg. And I thought, well, that's a really weird way to say prosthetic. And that was the last I thought of it.
On his autopsy, it said he had a brace on his leg. It said brace on his left leg. And I thought, well, that's a really weird way to say prosthetic. And that was the last I thought of it.
On his autopsy, it said he had a brace on his leg. It said brace on his left leg. And I thought, well, that's a really weird way to say prosthetic. And that was the last I thought of it.
I stayed very much in grieving widow mode for two months. And it wasn't until after the second month that I opened my eyes finally. So I just let a lot of this stuff slide and thought like, either I'll deal with it later or it's not true or it's a misunderstanding. And then after two months, I opened his computer and everything changed instantly.
I stayed very much in grieving widow mode for two months. And it wasn't until after the second month that I opened my eyes finally. So I just let a lot of this stuff slide and thought like, either I'll deal with it later or it's not true or it's a misunderstanding. And then after two months, I opened his computer and everything changed instantly.
I stayed very much in grieving widow mode for two months. And it wasn't until after the second month that I opened my eyes finally. So I just let a lot of this stuff slide and thought like, either I'll deal with it later or it's not true or it's a misunderstanding. And then after two months, I opened his computer and everything changed instantly.
So I opened the computer, got right in on the first try, knew the password. And I opened his pictures and I started looking through and there were some screenshots in there that sent me to his text messages. All of his text messages are on his computer. And immediately, within 20 seconds, I realized that he was in a relationship with somebody long distance.
So I opened the computer, got right in on the first try, knew the password. And I opened his pictures and I started looking through and there were some screenshots in there that sent me to his text messages. All of his text messages are on his computer. And immediately, within 20 seconds, I realized that he was in a relationship with somebody long distance.
So I opened the computer, got right in on the first try, knew the password. And I opened his pictures and I started looking through and there were some screenshots in there that sent me to his text messages. All of his text messages are on his computer. And immediately, within 20 seconds, I realized that he was in a relationship with somebody long distance.
I spent an hour combing through their text messages, which were graphic and filthy. And the worst part of all of it, there were two things that were just devastating. The first was that the things he said to her while they were having this like fantasy relationship is the same stuff he would say to me when we were intimate verbatim.