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Tora

๐Ÿ‘ค Speaker
315 total appearances

Appearances Over Time

Podcast Appearances

Betrayal: Weekly
Betrayal Weekly: RE-RELEASE: EP 10 - Torrah

When I finally learned everything and could sort of lay out a life timeline for him, there is about a three to five year capacity on the stories he was telling people. And then he would move on in some way. He would leave town. He would start a new school program, something like that. He'd get married. So he was coming to the end of that. And his stories were getting a little thin.

Betrayal: Weekly
Betrayal Weekly: RE-RELEASE: EP 10 - Torrah

When I finally learned everything and could sort of lay out a life timeline for him, there is about a three to five year capacity on the stories he was telling people. And then he would move on in some way. He would leave town. He would start a new school program, something like that. He'd get married. So he was coming to the end of that. And his stories were getting a little thin.

Betrayal: Weekly
Betrayal Weekly: RE-RELEASE: EP 10 - Torrah

He's an addict. So he's always looking for kind of that next better hit of whatever it was. And sometimes it was a partner and sometimes it was becoming a parent and sometimes it was a new degree in school. But, you know, he's tying things together, trying to make himself a life that he would have been happy with.

Betrayal: Weekly
Betrayal Weekly: RE-RELEASE: EP 10 - Torrah

He's an addict. So he's always looking for kind of that next better hit of whatever it was. And sometimes it was a partner and sometimes it was becoming a parent and sometimes it was a new degree in school. But, you know, he's tying things together, trying to make himself a life that he would have been happy with.

Betrayal: Weekly
Betrayal Weekly: RE-RELEASE: EP 10 - Torrah

He's an addict. So he's always looking for kind of that next better hit of whatever it was. And sometimes it was a partner and sometimes it was becoming a parent and sometimes it was a new degree in school. But, you know, he's tying things together, trying to make himself a life that he would have been happy with.

Betrayal: Weekly
Betrayal Weekly: RE-RELEASE: EP 10 - Torrah

So he just kept shifting it into this story that he liked a little better and a little better, a little better. And it still didn't satisfy him. He still needed narcotics. I feel very strongly that he wanted to stay in our life, but wasn't sure how to do that. Do I think that he put the patches on and hoped he would fall asleep and never wake up? Yeah, I do.

Betrayal: Weekly
Betrayal Weekly: RE-RELEASE: EP 10 - Torrah

So he just kept shifting it into this story that he liked a little better and a little better, a little better. And it still didn't satisfy him. He still needed narcotics. I feel very strongly that he wanted to stay in our life, but wasn't sure how to do that. Do I think that he put the patches on and hoped he would fall asleep and never wake up? Yeah, I do.

Betrayal: Weekly
Betrayal Weekly: RE-RELEASE: EP 10 - Torrah

So he just kept shifting it into this story that he liked a little better and a little better, a little better. And it still didn't satisfy him. He still needed narcotics. I feel very strongly that he wanted to stay in our life, but wasn't sure how to do that. Do I think that he put the patches on and hoped he would fall asleep and never wake up? Yeah, I do.

Betrayal: Weekly
Betrayal Weekly: RE-RELEASE: EP 10 - Torrah

My doctor had me talk to the therapist in her office. And I owe everything to his methods. He gave me terminology, and that terminology completely changed how I was going through this. He was the first person to say, you have PTSD. And I thought, no, no, no, PTSD is for soldiers, which is a really common thought, that PTSD is for people who've been to war or through war. He was really good about

Betrayal: Weekly
Betrayal Weekly: RE-RELEASE: EP 10 - Torrah

My doctor had me talk to the therapist in her office. And I owe everything to his methods. He gave me terminology, and that terminology completely changed how I was going through this. He was the first person to say, you have PTSD. And I thought, no, no, no, PTSD is for soldiers, which is a really common thought, that PTSD is for people who've been to war or through war. He was really good about

Betrayal: Weekly
Betrayal Weekly: RE-RELEASE: EP 10 - Torrah

My doctor had me talk to the therapist in her office. And I owe everything to his methods. He gave me terminology, and that terminology completely changed how I was going through this. He was the first person to say, you have PTSD. And I thought, no, no, no, PTSD is for soldiers, which is a really common thought, that PTSD is for people who've been to war or through war. He was really good about

Betrayal: Weekly
Betrayal Weekly: RE-RELEASE: EP 10 - Torrah

This is what I think might be going on. Read it and let's talk about it next time. He was providing me information to heal myself.

Betrayal: Weekly
Betrayal Weekly: RE-RELEASE: EP 10 - Torrah

This is what I think might be going on. Read it and let's talk about it next time. He was providing me information to heal myself.

Betrayal: Weekly
Betrayal Weekly: RE-RELEASE: EP 10 - Torrah

This is what I think might be going on. Read it and let's talk about it next time. He was providing me information to heal myself.

Betrayal: Weekly
Betrayal Weekly: RE-RELEASE: EP 10 - Torrah

I'll still be driving down the road and have a random memory and go, oh, yeah, that's probably what happened. I'm still less and less and less and less putting things together and making the pieces fit. but I'll never know everything and I'll never have closure. And I think that's probably the most important thing. It's like closure isn't necessary for you to move on and heal. It's really not.

Betrayal: Weekly
Betrayal Weekly: RE-RELEASE: EP 10 - Torrah

I'll still be driving down the road and have a random memory and go, oh, yeah, that's probably what happened. I'm still less and less and less and less putting things together and making the pieces fit. but I'll never know everything and I'll never have closure. And I think that's probably the most important thing. It's like closure isn't necessary for you to move on and heal. It's really not.

Betrayal: Weekly
Betrayal Weekly: RE-RELEASE: EP 10 - Torrah

I'll still be driving down the road and have a random memory and go, oh, yeah, that's probably what happened. I'm still less and less and less and less putting things together and making the pieces fit. but I'll never know everything and I'll never have closure. And I think that's probably the most important thing. It's like closure isn't necessary for you to move on and heal. It's really not.

Betrayal: Weekly
Betrayal Weekly: RE-RELEASE: EP 10 - Torrah

It would help, but it's not necessary.

Betrayal: Weekly
Betrayal Weekly: RE-RELEASE: EP 10 - Torrah

It would help, but it's not necessary.

Betrayal: Weekly
Betrayal Weekly: RE-RELEASE: EP 10 - Torrah

It would help, but it's not necessary.