Trevor Wallace

And I don't know what that is because I'm just always worried about the future.

So being in these golden years thing, it's like...

Dude, I mean, listen, I'll probably be 62 performing at a loony bin in Tulsa, Oklahoma, be like, you're working for chicken tenders and a shot of Jack Daniels.

Like I did the beacon back in the day.

I'll be thinking about how good it currently is right now, but I don't realize it right now.

I am doing it right now.

And I'm, I feel like I'm not, I feel like I'm still like, does anybody care?

Should I go to an open mic?

Should I delete my account?

Now this is being dramatic, but I feel like,

I'm in the golden years, but I don't feel like I'm in the golden years until five years down the road.

I'll be like, dude, that was incredible.

I was, I was doing everything I wanted.

I was, I, I have employees, I have a house, I'm doing everything that I need.

I'm, but I'm not like appreciated because I'm always just head down.

What's next?

What's next?

What's next?

I also think that's what has made dating so hard because you're like, yeah, I'm...

dating this person right now but but with social media and and you see your whole i mean my instagram i don't know about yours it's just like there's hot women everywhere and there's just temptations everywhere you're like yeah this girl's awesome i love this woman but you're also like yeah but but and then you're like what are these voices coming in yeah what so i feel that and and also people even before they start dating somebody where they're swiping and they match with somebody like that's cool what else is out there what else is out there i don't know