Trevor Wallace

He's like, this vlog is so you can watch it back years later and be like, dude, how cool is that?

That I got to tour the US with my best friend at the time.

We're still best friend, but we toured together and it was like,

how sick is that that you got to do this and like to your point i'm there i'm not thinking about the vlog and how cool is using i'm thinking about the show i'm thinking about what's next and what i got going on but then when you watch it back i almost get this like third person i watch it back i'm like dude this guy's life is so cool but i'm like i'm the guy that was me but i don't feel like it's almost yeah it's i really think there's something deep here dude i really really do um

No.

And they feel like they would hate each other.

A guy who's compulsive and obsessive over an edit sees a guy at a coffee shop who's like, it'll all work out, man.

Fuck you.

Those two guys would never hang out.

They would meet each other at a party and be like, that guy's an idiot.

That guy's an idiot.

So it almost feels weird to let myself know like, hey, I've been doing...

this independently for seven years.

Yet every day I go, how am I going to make this happen?

I go, well, I have a track record of seven years, but, but I'm like, yeah, but, but how am I going to in a week and a month and a year?

But like, so to his point,

if I put myself five years behind when I'm only two years in, I go, ah, dude, how am I going to make this work another five years?

You just, you kind of just do, but you're, you're, you're, you're subconsciously trusting yourself while stressing yourself.

Cause you're stressing yourself to the next level.

You're like, I gotta get, I gotta get, I gotta get, but, but it's not like, there's no like bumpers like in bowling where it's like course correcting.