Trevor Wallace

Yeah.

And I don't know what that is because I'm just always worried about the future.

So being in these golden years thing, it's like...

Dude, I mean, listen, I'll probably be 62 performing at a loony bin in Tulsa, Oklahoma, be like, you're working for chicken tenders and a shot of Jack Daniels.

Like I did the beacon back in the day.

I'll be thinking about how good it currently is right now, but I don't realize it right now.

I am doing it right now.

And I'm, I feel like I'm not, I feel like I'm still like, does anybody care?

Should I go to an open mic?

Should I delete my account?

Now this is being dramatic, but I feel like,

I'm in the golden years, but I don't feel like I'm in the golden years until five years down the road.

I'll be like, dude, that was incredible.

I was, I was doing everything I wanted.

I was, I, I have employees, I have a house, I'm doing everything that I need.

I'm, but I'm not like appreciated because I'm always just head down.

What's next?

What's next?

What's next?

I also think that's what has made dating so hard because you're like, yeah, I'm...