Tyler Rutherford

It's crazy. I expected a little bit, not maybe quite as much as I've gotten. And it's heartwarming to read. I know that I achieved what I wanted to with the podcast when I get something like that, just to help someone else.

I think about it all the time, like my plan to just never say anything, because that's what was going to happen, and I was doing pretty damn good at it for quite a while.

I think about it all the time, like my plan to just never say anything, because that's what was going to happen, and I was doing pretty damn good at it for quite a while.

I think about it all the time, like my plan to just never say anything, because that's what was going to happen, and I was doing pretty damn good at it for quite a while.

It was one of the worst feelings to get it forced out of me, but now I'm so happy I did because I know how bad I feel sometimes. And I can't imagine how crazy my mind would be trying to process all this at 52. I still feel the pain of holding it in for seven, eight years, however long, letting it out at 16. And that's young. I'm still a kid.

It was one of the worst feelings to get it forced out of me, but now I'm so happy I did because I know how bad I feel sometimes. And I can't imagine how crazy my mind would be trying to process all this at 52. I still feel the pain of holding it in for seven, eight years, however long, letting it out at 16. And that's young. I'm still a kid.

It was one of the worst feelings to get it forced out of me, but now I'm so happy I did because I know how bad I feel sometimes. And I can't imagine how crazy my mind would be trying to process all this at 52. I still feel the pain of holding it in for seven, eight years, however long, letting it out at 16. And that's young. I'm still a kid.

Compared to these guys holding in 60 years, I can't imagine, no.

Compared to these guys holding in 60 years, I can't imagine, no.

Compared to these guys holding in 60 years, I can't imagine, no.

The gym is a great release from everyday stress, a release from life. In the last few years, I honestly have felt kind of lost and I just feel like I'm always scrambling to find myself. And the one place where I feel like I can really find myself is in the gym. The gym is my safe space and where I go to feel safe.

The gym is a great release from everyday stress, a release from life. In the last few years, I honestly have felt kind of lost and I just feel like I'm always scrambling to find myself. And the one place where I feel like I can really find myself is in the gym. The gym is my safe space and where I go to feel safe.

The gym is a great release from everyday stress, a release from life. In the last few years, I honestly have felt kind of lost and I just feel like I'm always scrambling to find myself. And the one place where I feel like I can really find myself is in the gym. The gym is my safe space and where I go to feel safe.

I just recently pulled the trigger on a personal trainer certification just because fitness is my one passion, I'd say. And I just love to make money off of it. Hopefully I'll be finishing that soon and can get a job as a personal trainer.

I just recently pulled the trigger on a personal trainer certification just because fitness is my one passion, I'd say. And I just love to make money off of it. Hopefully I'll be finishing that soon and can get a job as a personal trainer.

I just recently pulled the trigger on a personal trainer certification just because fitness is my one passion, I'd say. And I just love to make money off of it. Hopefully I'll be finishing that soon and can get a job as a personal trainer.

I'm not surprised, honestly, but I mean, all prisoners are gonna do that. He can continue to try. Ain't shit gonna work. I mean, I really don't see anything happening. Worst comes to worst, he wins some sort of appeal and I have to go to trial. And now that I'm older and I've grown to balls to talk out to millions about my story, he's really screwed himself at this point.

I'm not surprised, honestly, but I mean, all prisoners are gonna do that. He can continue to try. Ain't shit gonna work. I mean, I really don't see anything happening. Worst comes to worst, he wins some sort of appeal and I have to go to trial. And now that I'm older and I've grown to balls to talk out to millions about my story, he's really screwed himself at this point.

I'm not surprised, honestly, but I mean, all prisoners are gonna do that. He can continue to try. Ain't shit gonna work. I mean, I really don't see anything happening. Worst comes to worst, he wins some sort of appeal and I have to go to trial. And now that I'm older and I've grown to balls to talk out to millions about my story, he's really screwed himself at this point.

And I think if we go to trial, I'm just going to put him away for even longer. So I'm not worried about any of that, really. He can keep trying.