Unknown Female Narrator (likely a family member or close acquaintance of Trisha Reitler)

I mean, as far as she was so little and just so cute.

I mean, as far as she was so little and just so cute.

Trisha, the oldest of four. She was a little fireball. She had a little will of her own, and she was very smart. Obviously, I'm her mother. I'm going to say all these things. Yep, that's Trisha. As a parent, you always wonder, did I make the right choices? Did I do the right thing?

Trisha, the oldest of four. She was a little fireball. She had a little will of her own, and she was very smart. Obviously, I'm her mother. I'm going to say all these things. Yep, that's Trisha. As a parent, you always wonder, did I make the right choices? Did I do the right thing?

As soon as I saw his face and heard him say, she's not here, she's at college, I immediately knew that something was really wrong.

As soon as I saw his face and heard him say, she's not here, she's at college, I immediately knew that something was really wrong.

I would tell myself I could do this for one more day. I could do this for one more day. you know, I can get through one more day. Never, ever imagining 30 years later we would still be here.

I would tell myself I could do this for one more day. I could do this for one more day. you know, I can get through one more day. Never, ever imagining 30 years later we would still be here.

And then there's times like just the other morning where It was hard to remember her. And that hit me like a ton of bricks. It was hard to conjure that up. And it was like, how could that happen? The world was robbed.

And then there's times like just the other morning where It was hard to remember her. And that hit me like a ton of bricks. It was hard to conjure that up. And it was like, how could that happen? The world was robbed.

I'm doing my best, you know, to try and find you.

I'm doing my best, you know, to try and find you.

You know, you second guess yourself. Did I make the right choices here? Did I make the right choices here? You know, could I have done something different? Are we still, are we doing enough?

You know, you second guess yourself. Did I make the right choices here? Did I make the right choices here? You know, could I have done something different? Are we still, are we doing enough?

I think that would sum it up.

I think that would sum it up.

There's a parent, there's the part that you've let her down and that you want to find her and you want to bring her home and you can't.

There's a parent, there's the part that you've let her down and that you want to find her and you want to bring her home and you can't.

I mean, as far as she was so little and just so cute.

Trisha, the oldest of four. She was a little fireball. She had a little will of her own, and she was very smart. Obviously, I'm her mother. I'm going to say all these things. Yep, that's Trisha. As a parent, you always wonder, did I make the right choices? Did I do the right thing?

As soon as I saw his face and heard him say, she's not here, she's at college, I immediately knew that something was really wrong.

I would tell myself I could do this for one more day. I could do this for one more day. you know, I can get through one more day. Never, ever imagining 30 years later we would still be here.

And then there's times like just the other morning where It was hard to remember her. And that hit me like a ton of bricks. It was hard to conjure that up. And it was like, how could that happen? The world was robbed.

I'm doing my best, you know, to try and find you.

You know, you second guess yourself. Did I make the right choices here? Did I make the right choices here? You know, could I have done something different? Are we still, are we doing enough?

I think that would sum it up.

There's a parent, there's the part that you've let her down and that you want to find her and you want to bring her home and you can't.